Between Bullet Bending and Identity Search

Humm… ini… rada-rada basi… soalnya filmna dah keluar lama, around 2 weeks ago or so, but I just got the chance around now. So, what can I do lah. And it’s not the first time I watch a movie without looking at the synopsis (Yeah, I like reading the synopsis… I like being tempted with the namelist or storyline). And yeah, it’s all happen when I watch wanted. Yeah, actually I already see the whole plot twist like… err… almost half of the movie, but I keep my suspicions for myself, cause no one…. as I said… no one… would like to spoil any surprises like that ^_^

Actually, as I watch the movie. I didn’t think a single bit about the bullet xD yeah, to be honest, I was more focused on how the main character (Wesley Gibson, played by James McAvoy) is searching for ‘who he is’. Yeah, kinda remind me to my fave Ayanami Rei’s monologue on Evangelion episode 13.

Anata wa dare? Anata wa atashi
Who are you? You are me…
Atashi wa dare? Atashi wa jibun
Who am I? I am myself…

The process of self-searching isn’t easy. Well, it’s somewhat like a general truth as in “nothing is easy in this world” *laughs*. But yeah… currently I’m interested with the idea of self-searching, maybe because we (just as other people, CAN’T GET ENOUGH and WON’T REACH A POINT OF SATISFACTION) will never stop the process of ‘self-searching’. Humm… no idea, don’t ask me why, just admit it xD

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My (own) kind of winter

If being in love is spring, then most probably I’m forever stay in winter.
It’s just like… what… hum… the winter loves me so much and doesn’t want me to go?
A friend told me that I’m just being insecure and freaked myself so much, I have to say he’s right. *shrugs* I have nothing to deny that fact. I admit I’m such a cold person. Bleh, I’m heartless! Don’t have one, don’t want one.

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Personality Upgrade

Humm… unusual… it’s not new year’s eve, but I’m thinking for some ‘upgrading’ for my personality. But hey, we can upgrade our personality anytime we want, no? (and I believe it goes the same with ‘degrading’)

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I want to buy a relationship

NOTE: It’s written by a delusional girl, who in her current state of boredom unable to think straight and make clear views. No offense to those who loved someone (or some people), as I just stating what I have in mind.
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Yeah!!! We’ve survived!! (somehow)

Actually, I want to put something more romantic and a bit unusual here. But due to some circumstances, and issues around us in the past recent days…. I think I better keep those ‘happiness’ and ‘joy’ for some time later.

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A torture known as ‘mobile phone’

Phew…. err… satu hal yang banyak orang nggak tahu about me is how I abhor mobile phone. 😡
Bukan kenapa-kenapa, but I always see mobile phone as a way to restrict people instead of letting them do whatever they want. Still, I love internet xD

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Yatta \o/


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